Thinking back, it's been a while since I blogged about anything personal. In fact, my blog has practically turned into a Korean stuff blog. Even the reason I'm typing something now is probably because my friend, Yiwen, is really active on Blogger and her blog gets princess treatment. I feel guilty to my blog. Sorry, Heather.(Yes I decided to name my blog Heather, like how I named my bottle Pixel and my bed Tortilla. I AM weird, thank you very much)
To be honest, I have zero idea on what to talk about. I'm not in a very 'encouraged' mood to pour out my feelings, like when you get really angry or really sad. I guess I'm being indifferent. Like I always am. Even my Physics teacher, Pn.Lim Siew Choo, asked me why do I always look so gloomy. Sigh.
I know I changed a lot. Too much, in fact. I don't even really know myself these days. I just don't seem to give a care about the world and only think of enjoying like shit. Boys Over Flowers everyday? Ignore my studies? Check out all the MVs of Girls Generation? Yeah, those kinda stuff. What an immature 16-year-old kid. Suits the name of my blog well.
It's obvious I'm starting to get obsessed over Kstuff. I'm just worried that I might piss my friends off. Not everyone in Malaysia are into Kstuff, you know. I was an English fan too. Not that I left that world completely, I still listen to English songs and watch English movies. Just less.
In my opinion, it's completely fine to have an obsession. Some people (or adult) might think that being obsessed over something like these entertainment stuff is stupid. No it isn't. In fact, it makes me happy. Sometimes I get super moody in the mornings for no reason. (I always do that) But the mere mention of my obsession (in my case, Kpop and Kdrama) can lighten me up. Ever experienced that? I believe that even Dahneersha, in her I'm-going-to-kill-someone mood, would smile if I talk about Justin Bieber or Harry Styles.
There's nothing wrong in liking something which makes you happy. Same goes with love.
On Wednesday, I had my Malay paper. My Malay is really weak, and I usually don't get high marks for my essays. English comes so much easier. It just flows. Malay? Not gonna happen for me. I didn't study much for Malay, I mean, language is not something you can actually study, right? So I just let it come. I got myself pumped up with SNSD songs in the car : Gee, Genie, Run Devil Run, Mr.Taxi, Oh, Hoot. I got so excited, thanks to my nine sisters. Their music always cheer me up. When I got to school, Yasheni was freaking out and she told me that I looked so confident. Haha, she should know that she's more prepared than I was. There wasn't much change that I could make by reading 15 minutes before the exam, so I just kept my excited mood going on. I sat for the paper, and wrote down whatever crap I could think of. The paper actually turned out fine. For section B, I chose to write a story. It was quite fun doing it, and thank God I managed to finish it on time. Like, a few seconds before the teacher collected it? I hope Pn. Soleha will enjoy my story. The first page was pretty dramatic, I admit. But my favorite was the first page too.
I gotta go home now. Sigh, I wanted to blog a little longer. Oh God, my post turned out to be about Korean stuff again. Forgive me, readers. But still, better something than nothing :)
#PS : Thanks SNSD, for always cheering me up ;)
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