Mental debates

Sometimes I feel like I'm trying so hard. Trying so hard to be different.

You see, I have this little obsession over not wanting to be typical. I don't want to be a typical girl who, umm, retweets tonnes of love quotes and posts selfies three times a week and constantly apply make-up and wear colored contacts which are so obviously fake.

Anyway, let me give you a sneak peek of what's going on in my mind.

"What's up with the girls I know in real life why are they so emotional all the time on the internet"
Well umm they actually have a real love life unlike you who's stuck in the fictional world and they miss their boyfriends like how YOU will too IF you have one (I miss Connor and he's fictional).

"Oh another edited selfie and look at all those likes oh well you have thousands of friends that's why"
Oh come on joyi I bet you'll do the same and post three selfies a week if you're pretty like them but sadly you're not photogenic so you just settled on being annoying.

"Why do people even wear make-up to tuition"
Joyi the only reason you don't wear make-up is because you're so lazy and not bothered to make yourself pretty and that you don't know how to apply them and that you're scared that the eyeliner pokes into your eyes (It hurts).

"Those contacts look so fake and opaque they scare me"
Girl you don't wear contacts because the chlorine burns your eyes like they're dipped in acid. It's not that you don't want to. You're just too chicken to wear them. *background music: clucks like chickens*

I think I'm getting myself into a lot of trouble because of this post.
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And I also think that I should write a book with two POVs.