Ah!
Came back from school at SEVEN something in the evening yesterday! (I am a morning session student) I was just helping with the decorations for the Renjers' Halloween Party. It's tonight and there were a lot more undone work.
Hell yeah, of course I wanted to go for the party. I mean, this is Malaysia and I've never celebrated Halloween before! But then, this party is only for the Renjers and sadly, I'm a St.Johner :(
Few days ago I asked Thishan (she's the president of the Renjers' club) whether I could help with the preparations. My whole of group friends will be there, except me, since I'm not a Renjer. And since I couldn't go for the party, why don't I go lend a helping hand so at least I can see how the hall will be and feel the atmosphere, right? Besides, PMR is over now so I wouldn't have much things to do at home. Hanging around at school would be fun :) Plus, I'll be joining the Renjers next year so what's wrong with helping my soon-to-be big family? :) And Thishan gave me the permission! :D
So I was helping to paint the Slytherin and Ravenclaw badges yesterday. (Yeap! All the four houses! Cool eh?) Then a few of the seniors found out that I won't be coming for the party.
"Who's not coming for the party?"
"Jo Yi."
"Why??"
"I can't."
'Why not?"
"I'm not a Renjer."
"Since when you're not a Renjer?"
I chuckled. "Since when I'm a Renjer?"
"Oh yeah...You're in St.John..."
Later, Shankarii (my another senior) said that it's not fair that I can't come for the party since I helped a lot. And shit, she said she wanted to talk to Thishan!
I was like:"Nonononononono!!!", while X-crossing my hands madly. I mean it! There is NO WAY I'm gonna let anyone talk to Thishan about letting me go for the party. Thishan already told me no when I chatted with her on Facebook few days before the preparations. I understand completely. She's a president. She can't simply just make exceptions. A wise president will not do such a thing.
Shankarii asked me why and I told her that I have my own reason. I wasn't lying, I do have my own reason. If I allowed her to talk to Thishan about this, I'm dead. That is because I don't want people to go around thinking that I came to help just because I wanted some mercy. I don't want people to think that I'm so desperate to go for the party. I came to help just because I wanted to have some fun, no tricks and certainly not to make Thishan change her mind.
Hopefully later will be a blast. I wonder how things went. My friends bought their costume already. Sharmi will be going as a pirate, Ting fallen angel, Dashini Cowgirl, Savhi sailor girl and Lim a devil I guess.
By the way, happy advanced Halloween. Boo! :P
Jo that was so not fair! I thought you were going!! (I was kinda jealous actually) You didn't go?? But that reaaaly isn't fair. But you have a point, and it's cool that you, you know, understand and everything. But if you DID go, what costume would you have chosen??? (curiosity!! it burns!!!!!)
ReplyDeleteTo be honest I don't know...Last time someone asked me the same thing and I answered:"I'll be going as me! Since I'm scary enough." :PP Hey hey, don't say it's not fair kay? It's my own mistake I didn't enter Renjer this year :(
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