An ambition for myself - Finally :)

For years, I have never had a proper or fixed ambition. I used to be so crazy- wanting to be an actress. I know, I know, go laugh your heads off and come back =P Sometimes I also wanted to be a business woman. I wanted to open a gift shop, a really beautiful one like Lovely Lace. And I wanted to sell beautiful victorian-designed things :)

But then, I changed my mind now. I don't know why, and I've never even thought I wanted to be one before, but I changed. Guess what? A PSYCHOLOGIST.

It's basically the study of the human mind. Maybe that's what attracted me. To me, the most complex object in this universe is "THE HUMAN BRAIN". It's complicated yet simple at the same time. We make decisions people don't understand even though we know it's the right one. We just know. Sometimes you don't know what you're thinking, why you're thinking in such a way, why you're doing something, why you did it. Sometimes-wait, most of the time-I cry for no reason. I asked myself:"Why are you crying?" The only answer I can is:"I don't know." Sometimes when I ask myself:"What are you scared of?", I get back the exact same answer.

Sometimes we don't understand why certain people behave in certain ways. We always have our own hypothesis, but most of the time, their answers surprised us. A shocking truth. To be honest, I have always liked unexpected answers.

Now you know why I want to be a psychologist? I want to understand people. I want to translate body languages. But mostly, I want to understand my complicated self.

And man, I like the word "sometimes" :D PEACE!!